I Love Him

It’s amazing when you are in love. Life will never be the same again. Every moment, awake and asleep, he is on my mind, and my heart is always with him.

I love him. He makes my world go around. It truely hits me when I see him in his most natural form. Seeing him play the guitar on stage, I feel so proud of him and so honoured and lucky to know someone as amazing as him, and to be in his life. I see every inch of his body and soul, and I know that he is my one and only.

Like most people, he doesn’t see this. He doesn’t regard himself as perfect, but he should, because he is. I only feel at peace when he is by my side and that in itself is a true mark of someone very special.

I think he’s funny, fun, kind, and caring. I think he’s handsome, loving, and gorgeous. My heart pounds against my chest every time I think about him, and how much better my life is because of him.

He makes me feel confident, safe, courageous, and important. He makes me feel beautiful, loved, and complete. I’ve never been the best at expressing myself, I’ve also never been the best at letting myself go, but he changes that. He makes me a better person, and I am finally learning how to live my life to the fullest because of him.

I’m not perfect. I can be better, but I know that. I want to do what I can for him, because he means everything to me. It’s difficult when we’re apart. We are barely together. It’s hard and it makes us both very sad, and supporting each other through this time is crucial, because sharing our sorrow together makes it slightly easier.

I hope he knows how much I love him. I tell him every day, but you never know. Sometimes life gets in the way. We become busy, and we have responsibilities to ourselves and to others. Yet no matter what I’m doing, he is always on my mind. When I’m working and I’m completely stressed, he is the only thought that matters. When I’m with my family, I wish he was with us, because he is a part of my family. He is the love of my life, and I hope he knows that.

I can’t imagine life without him. I want to share every moment of my life with him forever. I know he is reading this. I know he will talk to me about this. This is for him.

Hey sweetie. I know you are busy, but I know you always check my blog, even if I only update it when I feel a need to which isn’t often. I love you so much. You mean everything to me and I want this post to be that reminder if you ever need it. I’m sorry I can’t be with you every day, and therefore I can’t be there for you every day physically, but I am always there for you in spirit and I’ll always be just a text message away. I can’t tell you enough how much I love you, and how much I love life because of you. My future is a perfect vision because you are in it, and I will forever be yours. I will be better for you, I’ll make mistakes sometimes, but I hope you’ll forgive me when I do. You deserve nothing but the best, and I want to be that, I want to be the best.  I love you darling, and I’m sure I’ll speak to you soon.

Forever yours

Alice xxx